I was fascinated by Tarot growing up, but was also afraid of it. I was so curious but also afraid to mess with it because I learned it was evil and developed a fear. Even being afraid and unsure of Tarot my curiosity remained.
When I finally got my first Tarot deck I was a young adult going through the worst experience of my life. I turned to Tarot for spiritual guidance and bought my first deck. I was excited, but also unearthed a lot of fear and insecurity about owning and using a deck. I had a hard time connecting with the cards because of this.
Rather than giving up, I took a softer approach and discovered Angel Tarot cards, so my Tarot Journey began. I turned to the cards because I was struggling with depression, anxiety, and PTSD after being in an abusive relationship. To top it all off I was considered ‘unstable” and custody of my daughter was put in the hands of my abuser.
I was devastated. Life lost all meaning to me. I lost a lot of things, and almost lost my life behind it. I was suicidal, things were really bad for a period of my life. I was desperate to try anything because no one was trying to help me heal.
I went to therapy, and they just wanted to medicate me and keep me in the past, talking about things that were irrelevant to me. My focus was on coping with life as it was now and moving forward. For me, the past only held pain, not answers to my healing and growth.
The very thing that almost robbed me of my life, started me on a Spiritual Journey that has transformed my life. Tarot was just one of the many tools I used along the way for healing, love, and transformation.
This was well over 10 years ago, and though Tarot and Oracle cards have been part of my life, I am being drawn even deeper into the Tarot. I started this blog to document my Tarot Journey.
To be honest this was going to be an anonymous site, that I would use for my studies. That changed when I realized that Tarot is such a big part of my life I needed a separate outlet for it.
Lately, a shift has happened. I have been taking classes, reading books, giving readings, meditating, and incorporating Tarot into everything I do. What I realized is there is so much more to Tarot and it makes me genuinely happy to study and apply it. I love doing readings, it’s the best part of my work.
Being a Psychic Tarot Coach, Tarot Practitioner, Intuitive Tarot Life Coach; not sure what to call myself as of yet, though The Spiritual Love Healer is what I go by on my main website, this is a passion and a life-long study that I hold dearly and take seriously.
I have witnessed the power of the Tarot and want to share my journey with you as I go deeper in this art, or further down the proverbial rabbit hole that is the beautiful, mystical, spiritual, transformational, loving world of Tarot.
Welcome to Spiritual Love Tarot.