My 2022 ended with a bang.
I got to see gorgeous fireworks that reminded me of the last Card of the Day I pulled.
Did I spend my New Year Eve as I imagined… Yes & No. Deep down, I knew how it was going to go. I didn’t want to start a new year with anyone. I wanted a quiet start that allowed me to experience myself.
There was part of me that wanted to go out and celebrate, have some fun. But I was content with staying in and journaling, and doing whatever I felt called.
That’s what I did. I listened to my 2023 Aura Reading from Christina Ambubuyog and went through The Threshold 2023 by Lindsay Mack.
We had wings, pizza, and doughnuts. Savvi played I journaled, reflected and when the clock struck midnight I took a deep breath.
I noticed I could breathe freely. I felt so free. It’s as if I shed something internally and energetically. Part of me was sad I didn’t have someone special to be with, but more so I felt relieved to be free, doing what I enjoyed and not conforming to what others partake in.
I woke up this morning well rested, clear minded, and with tears in my eyes. In my journal I wrote,
I survived! I made it!! I’m free. I can finally breathe.
This morning I felt the need to let some things go. I like some Juniper and saged my cards and space, deleted numbers from my phone, unfollowed accounts on social, deleted apps from my phone, and spent a little time by the river with my dog.