I usually have my intention and theme for the year mapped out a lot sooner. This year I took my time and spent more time reflecting on 2019, and the past 10 years of my life. I looked at patterns, habits, stories, and themes that seemed to reoccur in my life and was intentional about shifting them and letting it all go.
Head On Collision
When I think about 2019 the words that came up were ‘Head On Collision’. So much was brought into my awareness. Old parts of me were fighting to make it into a new decade, but they had to go, in love and peace, leaving me with the wisdom of the lessons they shared with me.
Initially, I chose the word alignment for my year, but that didn’t quite fit. As I reflected on my life and all that I have experienced, even the biggest hurts and challenges I experienced, I realized many of them happened because I wasn’t being loyal to myself. I didn’t trust my intuition. I believed in someone else rather than believing in me.
I put other people before me. People who I thought loved me and were my friends. I put jobs before me thinking they were safe and stable. I put fear in front of me stepping out and sharing the amazing intuitive and healing work that I do. I put other relationships before the relationship I have with myself. I put people’s thoughts and opinions before my own. I put so many other things and people before myself and my needs and my dreams. Each time I was thrown off balance and out of alignment.
I refuse to be loyal to someone else’s trauma, drama, vision, opinion or anything else. The way my energy is set up I need ALL OF ME. Whole and Loving. Standing in the FULL POWER of who I AM.
It’s so easy to slip out of alignment when you lose focus. For 2020 I decided that loyalty would be my word, theme and intention.
This represents me being loyal to my divine assignment, to my family, myself, my goals, my clients, and things I deem important. I also want to attract people who are loyal into my life to grow and strengthen my circle. So, as an intention, I am also calling that into my life.
I have experienced enough to know that you cannot excel around people who aren’t trying to excel. I’ve had to process and heal a lot from my heart-center and am welcoming in love and healthy relationships in all ways.
In 2020 I am being loyal to me, myself, I and the vision that I have for my life, my family and my future. In 2020 I am betting on me. I am all in for ME. I will Ride and Thrive for ME.
The resonance of Loyalty feels good.
It’s aligned with the direction that my life is heading in and I am so excited about all that 2020 has in store.
What is your word or theme for 2020?